Day 1
Day 1 Another frustrating day, another day in which I question my existence. Another day and I don't know what to do. I don't understand why I am doing this as well. I don't understand anything. What am I supposed to do with my life? Everything seems to be working fine and I am just the odd one out. Again, I was reminded that everything is my fault where I was just following what they told me to do. I wish I had the courage to escape, the courage to end all of this. But, I guess I have to be tortured more and more before my end. I don't understand the purpose of my life, the purpose of my existence. I am just a burden to everyone. I try to ask for help but no one seems to hear me. Maybe I am just yelling silently, or maybe everyone is deaf when it comes to hearing me. Everyone seems to have forgotten and move on and I can't understand why I can't do the same. Why everyone is behaving like everything is normal...